Purpose

When I was a child I wanted to be a psychologist because I wanted to know the reason in every questions that I have in mind. I wanted to help people who was sufferings from different dilema in their lives. The purpose of it is not for others but from my self. I know the things that happened to me way back when I was a child and after college keep questioning my existence here on earth. Why God allowed this things to happen to me. But when I encountered Jesus Christ in the midst of my own crisis He open my eyes on what is my purpose. And revealed to me that He chose me to share His grace and salvation to others. I was really confused and I don’t understand first His will in my life. My journey in my spiritual life turns to be up side down. I was tempted and face a difficult dilemma. I can’t believe that I was in situation that im almost walking away to God and chose to follow my own desires. But God doesn’t want me to go astray for the longest time. He uses my weaknesses to open my eyes how His grace saved me again. In the midst of my weaknesses He showered His grace and love to me. I saw my God’s loving presence on my mother’s eyes. And it soften my heart to walk away from my sins and when back home again in God’s presence . As I look back right now in my situations the Lord wanted me to fully embraced His will in my life. My purpose is to share salvation and grace of God to others and help them to become a disciples of Jesus Christ. This is my purpose and I really praying to God that I will walk by it by faith and by God’s grace with the Help of the Holy Spirit. It’s not my works but by God’s sufficient love and grace to surrender to His will and follow Jesus Christ ways . I’m keep praying in my walk right now that the Holy Spirit will guide and lead me. Everything that I’m doing right now is not by my effort or sacrifices but still by God’s grace and will.

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—
Ephesians 2:8 NIV

not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
Ephesians 2:9‭-‬10 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/eph.2.9-10.NIV

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Time is Precious

Time is precious. Seize the day. I was reminded by this Movie First Love about living your life at this moment. YOLO. You only live once. It’s time that you need to hope to live. When I resigned for my company I was wondering what will I do on everyday of my life. My routine was changed. Everything was changed. But God reminded me of a very important matters of my life. A time for my parents. I saw them every day . They wake up early morning just to prepared our foods and bring us to bus terminal for going to work. I spent my time each of them. And I was blessed to have in my life. My mother greet me good morning and I was touched by her gestures that’s why I kiss her. My father and I have a talked about faith. And I was sharing my faith to him . This simple things that happens has a big impact on me right now. You have to spend time with them because you might never now what will happen. Just helping them in their daily chores. Give them kiss or Mano simple things but giving respect and love to them means a lot. Maybe they will not say anything but I know deep In their hearts you will leave a spot. And you will never have regrets when the time you will not have.

“Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the Lord your God is giving you.
Exodus 20:12 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/exo.20.12.NIV

Grateful

Thank you Lord this what my heart would wanted to say. Thank you Lord , I just wanna thank you Lord . I’m still awed in what your doing in my life right now. Blessings after blessings you’ve have shown me and my family. I do believe when you obey God and follow Him every thing that you asked for will sure come in most unexpected ways. I’ve decided to follow Jesus and surrender everything to Him. My life and my career. Thank you for the blessings to my brother. Thank you for guiding me in my nurturing others . Lord I pray that my heart will continue to seek and obey your will.

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Matthew 6:33 NIV 🙏🙌

Unexpected

Today is one of my best moments with my father. And I’m blessed and grateful that God answered my prayers to have a heart to heart talked with him.

I’m so afraid and worry on how I will tell to my father about the opportunity to work as staff in church. I was hesitant to tell him about it. I’m keep on thinking about it. Praying for it how I will drop the news. But God knows my heart and through His ways I was able to tell my father about it. I saw my father soft aura and loving father. It such a surprise to me on his reaction. Calm and concerns about my status. I know I have this thinking in mind that he will have a violent reaction but God was shown to me that my father is loving and understanding. When you really pray and you allow God to make things on his way. It like a smooth sailing journey of the things that you prayed for. Glory to you Jesus for this blessings. Praying for this more bonding moments with my father. I always treasure every rare moments with him. I’m looking forward for more of your miracles and wonders Lord in my life and family 🙏🙌

And I also blessed that I was able to share gospel of salvation to my niece and her friend. Thank you Jesus for the salvation for this two kids. Hope and pray to minister them more. And all my niece friends will accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and saviour 🙏🙌

‘Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.’
Jeremiah 33:3 NIV

Overhelming

This is how I felt today. It’s overhelming. Hindi ko ma process nang maige ung pakiramdam na nag uumapaw na kagalakan at kasiyahan ung mga surprises na pinakita ng Lord SA akin. I resign last September 30,2018 from my previous company which I stayed for 8 years. Dumating ako sa point Ng buhay ko na there’s no joy and peace of mind ang nararamdaman ko. Tapos ang daming nangyari na talagang Sabi ko Lord Ito na ba ang sign to let go and follow you . When I passed my resignation to my boss they ask for me to stay but I wasn’t happy Kaya Sabi ko I don’t want to stay but I will extend to help my Officemate for the transition . Yung peace and joy na nawala ung nag resign ako bumalik. And after my last day big relief in my heart ung maramdaman ko. After one week staying in the house. Helping my mother for the household chores. Nabored ako at maraming worries at questions keep bothering me. It was last Sunday that God answered my prayers. Our pastor invited me to come to their Tuesday schooling. And today I’m blessed and grateful to witnessed how God answered my inner prayers. Truely that God knows the desires of your heart. The unspoken prayers and the inner thoughts of your heart. I was surprised by how the Lord moved today. How God through my mentor pastor Normel asking me to send resume for staff position. How im included in the studies , meetings , celebration of Bday of my Pastor Fame and the fellowship and RDS. Everything was surreal. The Lord reminded me that His power and strength through the Spirit works in my weaknesses. Jesus shown me that He calm my raging emotions of worries and fears through the word of God today in my devotions and confirmation through my elders. Grabe Ka Lord mag surprised. Naiiyak ako sa galak at tuwa. I know it’s not the easy journey. But I remembered what pastor Fame shared. Focus on Jesus. Obey with faith. And just follow God’s instructions. And every thing will come into place. Sobrang blessed to be part of Hope of Glory Community when molding to follow Jesus and wins soul for harvest. Lord I pray for heart of obedience, faith and passionate for the Lost. For the love of Jesus Christ to focus on Him and to His plans. I’m not worthy of this but your grace is the reasons why I experienced everything right now. I know this is the start and the process is not easy but I know I have you Jesus. And you will lead me to your will. Lord Jesus thank you for this second chance and for the opportunity to served your kingdom 🙏 glory to Christ Jesus Amen.

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
2 Corinthians 12:9 NIV

Finally!

Wow finally 🙏🏻 whooooooh I was able to do it. Thank you Lord 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻!!!! Writing is my passion and I love to do it because it’s my way of expressing my feelings and thoughts .  I always imagined to have a book. Expressing your feelings and writing about it gives me freedom and joy. When I was in high school I was able to joined writing contest and before it’s hard to write and composed a poems. Having an inspiration or motivation to do it is very important . You just not writing just be able to write . For me , writing is bearing out your soul and speaking what deep in side of your heart . Choosing my blog site title is meaningful for me. Spoken heart . It’s because I want to wrote that really comes from my heart and not in my mind . To bare your heart and soul in form of writing is one way of expressing your self. I thank God because I knew He knows what I really loved to do. I remembered when I was in college I wanted to have a book. And I was able to give them titles . It’s all about heart ❤️💛💚💙💜 hahahaha 😬 . These are the titles I recalled :

  1. Heart of Worship
  2. Heart of Healing
  3. Heart of a Mother

I always have a note book that I wrote my feeling . When I’m in high school I have a journal given my best friend toneth . It’s a pooh notebook . I started writing dear pooh or dear God. My journal is my best friend . I was able to write down what happened on that day. About my encountered with my first loved lol😍😱 actually he is one of the reason why I have a journal hahahaha but my sister found it and read it. Inaasar Nia ako 😩😬 pero Keri Lang . I continued writing and when I was experienced my first heart break because of him my gosh 😱 I was able to wrote one notebook full of poems about  Heartbreaks and pain and  my feelings for him . Hahaha . I was in college at that time & my first loved is my bestfrend in high school . Hehehe . Ganun pala talaga ,I was able to write what inside on my heart . Every poems that I composed it’s all about him and it’s all bout the unspoken feelings that I have from him. Right now I just smiling and remembered that I was totally madly deeply in love with him that wow my gosh ONE NOTEBOOK !!!!full of poems hehe. But when I met Jesus through my old friend Jocelyn  were exchanging notes of bible verses . I was totally clueless before but little did I knew it’s started to go beyond when I finally met    Him through bible study . I was in college and our neighbor sis Linda always asked us together with my Ate bhel to come to them  every afternoon just to hear Word of God. I was able to know Jesus but I haven’t have a deep relationship with Him. I was able to got to know Him when I was having my life turned upside down. I experienced crisis identity that I’m not sure who I really I am. Bad dreams keep hunting me and I was paranoid that I was always have a feeling that they always talked about me at my back . Aug 21,2006  my best and wonderful experienced of my life. A life turner that I was finally met Jesus and encountered Him. I was crying and emotionally defeated because my mother was angry about going to church in Jesus of Glory to attend the encounter . But it’s really God’s plan that I was there . He really made it that I was there . Even I’m totally messed because of crying and having swollen eyes hehehe .I still came and Jesus spoke to me. He said if I surrender everything to Him my life and my past that  haunted me for so long  He will make me whole and restored what has been broken . And that night I made the best decision in my whole life . I surrender to Jesus and I accepted Him as my LORD AND SAVIOR !!!! He is my KING , my BESTFRIEND And His graced and loved saved me!!! Glory to God!!! Whoooooo regine 😊🙏🏻😍 . I’m currently serving God in our center in Hope of Glory Community Paraanque . Serving God is my joy . And it’s not always that I’m perfect . I’m not exempted not to commit sin but God always convicted me through the Holy Spirit. My purpose in writing this blog is for me to be able to share Jesus. His love for you and me and the salvation that comes only from Him. I will used writing as may way to reach out who will visit my blogs to share Jesus and His words . I’m not perfect I honestly committed sins, I have my weakness but glory to God by His loved I was forgiven and I’m humble acknowledged that I’m living by the GRACE OF GOD . This is my life verse:

2 CORINTHIANS 12:9

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses so that CHRIST’S power may rest on me”.

Glory to Jesus Christ !!!

nhice 😊